The life has changed, the life has changed greatly, it is full of fear, doubts, uncertainty, I remind my cattles, my sweet cattles, the new born babies of those cattles, that required my attention, how they are now? I remind the cold, transparent water of river, I remind with tears in eyes, as here in very hot camps I feel so thirsty, I remind the sweet fresh apples, berries, apricot while eating the rice whom Baba get after long waiting in rows I think how the sun is so fierce, the sun that melt ice at our mountains & bring spring where are warm colours rows of flowers where are the butterflies, the sweet song birds where are their voices, their sweet songs, where are my friends, who play with me while driving the cattles the broken heart is left full of sorrows, painful doubts.